having a stagnant life  bores my heart day by day.it has been a long time since i graduated from university.i have a job in zhongshan hospital in shanghai which is the best one in shanghai or in the whole china,but,i am not a doctor,my major is not mendical science.i work in the department of information center.its an easy job,with no challenge,no competition. every day from 8am to 5pm which for me is nothing but a grill. i guess i can finish all the work within 3 hours. am i wasting my time?.my salary is not bad, and having bonus,all kinds of allowences makes my life easy.at the very beginning i very much enjoyed.but now, things changed,i feel like that my mentalities and ambitions are fading away. i am feeling weak,not physically but mentally, thats horrible.so i wonder these days whether i should take another job,to have a completely new environment.i talked with my friend yesterday. but i knew their answer. yes,lots of people envy my job.from deep of my heart, this job is  more suitable for a girl. i cant imagine what i would be like,having a big belly,sitting around the table all day long. oh goodness!